How in the world do I lose faith so easily and let fear consume me?
Part of my LPM Scripture memory verse this time is from Psalm 112.
"...his heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord. His heart is secure, he will have no fear..."
When I know and believe that my heart is secure, I will have no fear. When I choose to put my trust in Him, I don't need to give way to that fear because He will take care of me... and I trust that promise.
What does it take to move from that place of fear? What does it take to move to that place of not only knowing the promises of God, but trusting that He will fulfill them?
I have seen Him fulfill promises to me before. He always has. He is faithful.
So why do I find myself facing a new day, a new hour, a new situation with fear? Fear of failure? Fear that He won't come through? What is it in my make up that makes it so hard? Why am I so fickle?
I want my heart to be steadfast, trusting in the Lord.
I long for that!
Maybe this fear, and this lack of trust is the symptom of a problem.
Maybe the problem is that I have had much less time alone with God lately.
Maybe the solution is to take the day that I have off tomorrow... one planned to be with a friend who now can't get together...
Take this suddenly open day, and instead of running errands and getting things done, spend it with God.
Some solitude. Some rest. Some peace.
Maybe then I will find myself more centered in on Him. More focused on Him, and refilled, restored and renewed to keep on doing the things that He has called me to.
Please pray that I would be able to take this time, really find somewhere for some real solitude, and concentrated time alone with God. Please pray that I would get filled up by God.. allow Him to fill me and strengthen me and draw me to a place of deeper dependence on Him, and deeper trust in Him.