"Praise the LORD, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits--
who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,
who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. "
These verses spoke to me this week, as a reminder to my soul to trust in Him at all times.
The whole psalm was so good. I read through it last night before I went to bed. I prayed through it, and praised God through it.
A conscious decision to praise Him.
It's amazing what it does for my heart and soul.
I am wondering if some of what is going on is because I am consciously working on my marriage. I am consciously trying to do what I can for my part to connect better with my husband, rather than not talk. I mean, it got to the point where I felt like we were co-existing, not really relating.
It has really troubled me, so Cindy started praying specifically for us. She also challenged me to try to share something, anything with him... even small. As I have started doing this, it has opened up the lines of communication between us again. I have been concentrating on not shutting down with him as I have been struggling the past couple of weeks or so. It feels so much better.
One thought is that there is spiritual attack (duh) because the last thing the enemy wants is us to have a strong marriage.
Something I noticed today, as I reflected back over a conversation with Cindy, bothered me. I realized that she was nearly dancing up and down at the answer to prayers upon prayers. I mean, God is answering our prayers for a stronger marriage! He is! Shouldn't I be dancing up and down too? Where were my dancing shoes when I realized what God was doing?
What I end up focusing on is the depression that I feel, the other things that just don't seem right, the problems, etc... rather than praising God for who He is and what He has done.
So, today... even if it is only right now... even if it is on and off, not constant... I am going to choose to praise.
The Choice to Praise
I am going to choose.
Choose to praise.
Praise my God
God my Father
My Father who has worked
Worked through His Spirit
His Spirit in my heart
My heart that has been changed.
Changed and healed
Healed, felt or not
Not because I must praise
Praise because I have the choice.
By Heather Kudla, 06-11-09
Will you choose to praise with me?