I talked in my last email about being at peace.
I am struggling with staying, abiding, in that peace right now.
You see, I am typing pretty much one handed right now. I have tendinitis (so the walk-in doctor thinks) in my left hand, in two to three fingers. Its the hand that I partially fell on when I fell and got my stitches in my chin 2 weeks ago. I don't know if I damaged something in the fall (x-rays came back clear) or in using it since then, I have made things worse.
To immobilize my fingers, I actually have a huge splint with a wrap around it, my wrist and hand. It looks like I broke me wrist or something. It is really frustrating, because I really can't do anything... at all... with my left hand. I can't even grab something between my thumb and forefinger!
Yet, in the midst of restrictions and limitations, I am reminded that things could be much worse. It could be my right (dominant) hand, or something could have been broken. I am grateful, and struggling to remember that I can still be in His peace, and rest there.
I have definitely been slowed down these past two weeks or more.
I mean, God has been really slowing me down, between accidents and illness, I have been unable to accomplish the things I've wanted to. Even the simplest things like laundry or cutting back the dead flowers in my flower garden has been beyond me when I was sick, or on pain meds cause of my fall, or now that I am effectively one-handed.
Dave has helped immensely around here in picking up the slack as much as he has been able to around being sick himself, and working.
There has been so much that has been happening in my heart and mind since I last wrote. I am going to have to devote some time later to writing out as best I can, or I might just hand write something out, take a picture of it and upload it as a big picture so you can read that! I don't know. I just know that there is so much on my heart right now. I want to share it with you.
Maybe, too this has been God's way of getting me to listen to Him and be quiet before Him. That way He has had the opportunity to cement some things in my mind and heart before I share with you.
I hope to write more soon! Love and peace to you.