This weekend was the Live Simulcast by Beth Moore, talking about the topic of Insecurity.
She wrote a book called "So, Long Insecurity," and I read it prior to attending the Simulcast. I was wondering how much of the material would be directly from the book. True to how Beth Moore is, she allowed God to craft her message, and though it contained material from the book, it was fueled by her own journey to security.
One of the things that I really didn't realize was just how many women were tuning in through the satellite host sites.
Normal simulcasts through the Living Proof Live events average around 90,000 women (and a handful of men) :)
This simulcast represented 300,000 or more women, and again, some men.
300,000 women turned out for a talk about insecurity.
To learn how to be secure women in Christ.
God didn't see a nameless, identity-less mass of people. He saw individual women, each with their own hurts, desires, brokenness, joys, fears, excitement, anticipation, and hunger for more of Him.
And He spoke a word to each of us. Specifically meant for me. Specifically meant for you.
We were 300,000 "ones."
Beth said (paraphrasing here cause I didn't write it down) at one point that in her book, she said that we couldn't change our culture, but we could change ourselves. We can become women who are secure in Christ and influence our spheres of influence.
When she was in the actual simulcast, she was overwhelmed by the numbers, and essentially said that we had to imagine 300,000 women all over the U.S. and Canada in our churches. If each "one" of us makes the decision to change our thinking, our actions, and allow God to change our hearts and work on us, in our areas of insecurity, we will influence our churches.
Think about what 300,000 women can do spread all over this land!
What can we do and 300,000 "ones?"
Our Christian culture can change.
We will stand out as exceptions.
We will stand out as the example of what it means to be secure.
No longer fear driven.
No longer reacting to situations and conversations.
No longer perceiving threats from other women.
Others say, "Everyone there did .......... except, well, her."
Or they say, "No one ................... oh, except her."
We can become the exception to the rule.
Other women will notice.
If I am bathed with Christ, if His light shines in this jar of clay, others will notice. If I am willing to follow Christ everywhere, even in areas I am uncomfortable, yet let Christ cloth me with His strength and dignity that no one can take away, that will be so different from the rest of the world, others will want what I have.
And I want to be that way.
I have found myself walking around since the simulcast, and really since I finished her book, with the phrases ringing in my head,
"I am clothed with strength and dignity. No one and no thing can take that away from me. God gave it to me. It is mine."
What if all of us who participated in the simulcast actually adopted those thought patterns? What if we started to speak the truth to ourselves? What if we started with the truth in our minds, and acted out the truth with our feet, until it really did grow in our hearts?
What would I look like?
What would you look like?
What would our churches look like?
Wouldn't it be amazing to see the generations around us starting to really let go of what the culture says will make us secure?! Oh to see my daughter learn to overcome insecurity! I know she will be confronted by it. But I also know that God can use me, and other secure women in her life to show her how to navigate through these waters until she is able to adopt and apply the phrase,
"I am clothed with strength and dignity."
Beth asked us if others are worth what it takes to walk in security in Christ.
I can answer that with a resounding yes!
My daughter is worth it, my son is worth it. My family is worth it. My friends, my church are worth it.
More than that....
I am realizing the motivation isn't others alone. The motivation for me to pursue security and drop off this old me, is the new me that I am putting on. I am worth it because God created me and loves me, and it is what He desires for me.
Others are worth the effort it takes to walk in security in Christ.
So am I.